kuroinonx -Into the sea-

I'm not talking bout this weblog,,

i'm talking bout dis guy,,,hah! for those who hate fully-sentimental-stupid-story-bout-love-that-will-remain-un-spoken-forever-and-i'm-trying-to-forget-it-but-sometime-it-keeps-coming-back (what?),, just skip this post,,you'd better read my posting bout Kosin Hattaraitanakool,,heheee

whhheeewww,,,looking back to my older posts bout him,,,,has made me,,,thinking bout him AGAIN,,

like,,how is he???

coz,,none like the other,,,,he doesn't have any account on weblogs,,or else(as far as i concern lohh,,,),,,ONLY e-mail,,, 'n,,,,I'm coward enough just to send him e-mails,,,,,besides,,what am i gonna write??? uh,hello,,,things u've done really made me crazy.., 'n now u've been on my mind for a couple of months,,,maybe we should go out 2gether,btw u'r not 'taken' yet,,, right?? ,,,yeah right,,,,,,not in a million years i guess,,,,,,

suka susah kalo udah bgini teh,,,di-inget2 salah,,,di'buang',,sayang,,,

diambil hati,,,ntar dibilang gede rasa,,, dibiarin,,,kok ya sayang ya,,,,langka atuh da,,

and someday,,I'll laugh when i read this,,maybe next year......

someone has brought me back to reality!!!!serasa ditendang dari dunia khayalan yang berbulan-bulan 'kudiami',,

cuma gara2 1 kalimat : "dia kan emang supel",,,,

dan 1 kalimat lagiy: "ato mungkin dia mau cpet2 ke b******?"

gubrak,,,,,

emang bener ya,,,kalo dasarnya udah ga rela,qta pasti cm mikirin apa yg kita mau pikirin ajah,,,,kemungkinan laennya qta cuekin,,,pura2 ga tauw,,,

it's kinda funny,,,perasaan kayak gini itu tuh cm qta dapetin di the so called novel remaja ato skarang bekennya 'teenlit',,,,but it happens to me now,,,di umur yang nuntut qta supaya ga ngayal2 lagiy,,,udah harus liat reality!!

may God help me 2morrow,,,,and everyday,,,

here's a rhyming line that i've made just now:

they say i'm shallow,,

but 2 me it's just mellow,,

hahhahaha,,,,at least,,,,saat2 ini akyu jadiy kreatip,,,,,,,